So just wanted to get this post out while I was thinking about it. Love made a comment the other day that I should start my own blog because I have alot to say... funny because I feel that he may have stumbled across this already or maybe not. Anyway this past year has been full of more ups and downs with Love. From meeting a new guy, Westie, to giving up that relationship to get back with Love, old people reappearing in life, buying a house and dog with Love and us trying to fix our relationship for the past year, and the random queens who keep appearing. Major issue number 1... Love and I have not had intercourse since October of last year. None of our friends believe it and I really don't know how much longer I can hold out. How do you express your genuine love for someone with the physical need for intimacy/sex? This is causing major conflict daily in our relationship and we are at the point of looking to go to counseling. I miss the feeling of being wanted, held, comforted, and safe with my man and going into the remainder of this year I will do my part to make this work. BUT... I make this promise to my myself, if by 2011 we are still in a sexless relationship I will move on because I deserve someone who is willing to make it work!
Anyway I want to start posting more positive information/random shit and not have it be so much about my relationship, but that is the thing that is so present in my mind daily. School is going ok and work is ok to. Oh yeah, Love and I are taking our first vacation together (no one else involved) ever next weekend. I can commend him for listening to me and I hope everything turns out good. There I go again... talking about his ass....
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